The End - 爱

当爱到了尽头，还剩下什么？

一起走过的
大街
小巷
烂泥
草地
...痕迹

一起留恋的
牵手
笑容
拥抱
泪水
...回忆

一起疯狂的
购物
斗嘴
刷牙
音乐
...生活

曾经的拥有，
最后只剩下心的碎片。

爱一个人

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种.
但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出?
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束?
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟?
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉?
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

手

手背
布满皱纹的手背，叙述着她一生走过的道路。

手指
瘦瘦修长的手指，是十只抱在一起的小幸福。。。

手心
平平坦坦的手心，无条件地付出满满的温暖。

指尖
超级敏感的指尖，轻轻敲醒全身沉睡的细胞！

手纹
细细浅浅的手纹，是刻上了你我命运的通书？

Music vs Love (Part 2)

Playing music is like being in love.

Start by choosing a piece.
Start by choosing a lover.

Browse through the scores, listen to recordings.
Browse through the person, listen to other's opinion.

Choose the genre you prefer.
Choose the type of guys you prefer.

Some pieces you like, keep to aside.
Some guys you like, keep him to a crush list.

Sight-read the piece first.
See if he's leng chai.

Decide on which piece to play.
Decide on which guy to date.

Start to learn the notes.
Start to know the person.

Note by note, then the whole structure.
Bits by bits, then his whole character.

By now, you will know some phrases you like and some you don't.
By now, you will know some of his strengths and weaknesses.

Practice with patience.
Love with patience.

At some point, you will meet difficulties.
At some point, couple will have personality conflict.

Try hard to resolve whatever difficulties, technical or musical.
Try hard to resolve problems, emotionally or mentally.

Understand the music (background, composer, style, etc..)
Understand the person (background, family, education, etc..)

Solve first phase of difficulty.
Solve first phase of arguments.

Going into a higher sense of aesthetics.
Going into a higher sense of thinking.

Aiming to a beautiful melodic line.
Aiming to a beautiful sweet talk.

Keeping a sense of rhythm and pulse.
Keeping a sense of right timing and togetherness.

Add in some surprise chords.
Add in some surprise gifts.

Preparation - tension - resolution.
Preparation - tension - resolution.

Melt with the musical line.
Melt into the person's arm.

Embrace every nuance and breath.
Embrace every touch and connection.

Some people will say, you are not suitable to play this piece.
Some people will say, you are not suitable to be with him.

Caught up with sense of negativity.
Caught up with sense of negativity.

Try hard to feel the music.
Try hard to feel the person.

Definately reach the phase of frustration and intends to give up.
Definately reach the phase of frustration and intends to give up.

After awhile, we forgot what is our fundamental reason to this piece -- love?
After awhile, we forgot what is our fundamental reason to this person -- love?

Forgotten the meaning of love.
Forgotten the meaning of love.

Constantly remind ourselves why we chose this piece.
Constantly remind ourselves why we chose this person.

Grow with the music.
Grow with the person.

Only play with pure understanding and sincere interpretation.
Only love with pure understanding and sincere emotion.

Blend into the music.
Blend into the person.

Trying to go beyond space and sound, big picture.
Trying to go beyond physical love and emotion, mutual understanding.

Music is philosophy.
Love is philosophy.

Performance.
Marriage.

You can only appreciate music when you have been through stages of suffer.
You can only appreciate love when you have been through stages of torture.

Music is a lifetime of learning.
Love is a journey of a lifetime.

Ultimately, 'Passion' is the magic word.
Hence, the conclusion for this is, good musicians are usually good lovers.

Hold me now

Hold me now by Johnny Logan

Don't... don't close your heart to how you feel
Dream, and don't be afraid the dream's not real
Close your eyes, pretend it's just the two of us again
Make believe this moment's here to stay

Touch... touch me the way you used to do
I know tonight could be all I'll have with you
From now on, you'll be with someone else instead of me
So tonight, let's fill this memory
For the last time

Hold me now
Don't cry, don't say a word
Just hold me now
And I will know.
Though we're apart, we'll always be together
Forever in love
What do you say when words are not enough?

Time... time will be kind once we're apart
And your tears... tears will have no place in your heart
I wish I... I could say how much I'll miss you when you're gone
How my love for you will go on and on and

Hold me now
Don't cry, don't say a word
Just hold me now
And try to understand that I hope at last you've found
What you've been searchin' for
And though I won't be there anymore
I will always love you

Hold me now,
Don't cry, don't say a word Just hold me now
And I will know.
Though we're apart, we'll always be together
Forever in love
What do you say when words are not enough?

What can I say
When my words are not enough......

心

心的尺寸大小是不可能相同
即使是左右两边都不一样
当一颗心存有真爱的时候
它的大小已不是一个问题

心虽然只有拳头般小
可是里面的空间有宇宙般大
把这扇心门打开
再把心房装满无数的爱

心是不会完整的
即使有丑陋的瑕疵
爱的力量可以包容一切
只能见到它完美的光辉

后记：
又是在收拾房间无意中发现的字条，其实也忘了写给谁或什么时候写的。
多年前青涩的我，想法如此单纯；多年后成长的我，还可以如此潇洒吗？
越简单的道理越需要时间的磨练，智慧的领悟，人生的经验。
希望到时 爱，还是很简单。。。

六年

时光飞逝，转眼间已六年了。

六年，说短不短；长也不长。不过对一段分离六年的感情应该有很大的变化吧！
连拥抱都变质了？眼神少了温柔？
曾经我们是多么的单纯，快乐。 享受着所为“纯纯的爱”，也有点“蠢蠢”：P
相信这辈子再也找不回这一种感觉，也找不到像你的人了。
虽然在一起的时间很短暂，可是我们的回忆是丰富的。
我呀，从来没那么认真地爱过，没那么严重地受伤过。都是你的错！
回想起来，还真傻呀！

命运好像对我们开了玩笑？ 在错的时间遇到对的人--也只能怪缘份不够。
其实真的很想谢谢你。
给了我如此幸福的日子，满足了我一颗年少情怀，情痘初开的心。
美化了我当年对爱情的憧憬。
（当然现在的我，已被现实生活“污染”了。希望还可以保持赤子之心）
还好还收着很多珍藏品，信件和日记。当年差点把它们丢了。
现在得空可以拿出来回味回味还不错嘛。哈哈！
有一丝丝甜甜，一点点酸酸；加上一些些苦涩，一滴滴浪漫，
串成满满属于你我的回忆。

今天，我们终于有机会把埋藏心底深处的回忆挖了起来。
心里有种莫名的感触，感动。。。
许多忘了的往事，突然历历在目。唉，时间过得真快。
想念当年无忧无虑的日子，两小无猜，太可爱了！
虽然我们感慨叙说过去，幸运的是我们还是彼此珍惜对方，
不管大家变得怎么样，我相信我们的感情是不会变！
你说：一对分手的男女应该成为世界上最好的朋友。
因为大家曾经爱过，最了解对方，也一起度过珍贵的时光，
虽然不能开花结果，一切只好随缘。
我说：情侣可能会分手，朋友却是永远的！：）

可能我成长了，人老了。早已失去了这种单纯的快乐，也忘了淡淡爱情的幸福。
问世间情为何物？我还是一只在寻找的lost soul.

风，谢谢你的一切一切。永远爱你！

路

时间
是交通警察
指示你
适合的时候
就该走

犹豫
是三岔路口
那一刻
做了决定
就不回头

挫折
是走错路
改天
再也不犯
同一个错误

巴士
可以载我
到各个角落
最终
还是回到原点

人生的旅途
经过大大小小
的道路
其实
哪一条才是
回家的路？

雨。

雨。

喜欢雨的声音。
有大的，有小的
有近的，有远的
有亮的，有暗的
有密的，有空的
像弹钢琴一样。

喜欢雨的感觉。
有重的，有轻的
有左的，有右的
有粗的，有细的
有急的，有缓的
像母亲拍打孩子入睡。

喜欢雨的味道。
有酸的，有咸的
有强的，有弱的
有涩的，有甘的
有浓的，有淡的
像新鲜的绿色生命。

喜欢雨的颜色。
有朦的，有清的
有深的，有浅的
有影的，有显的
有薄的，有厚的
像莫内特的水彩画。

雨，停了。

人马 vs 牛角

轮到小人马钻牛角。
钻下撞下，撞下钻下。
来个头破血流，心如刀割；
然后自欺欺人，心绞力悴；
庆幸还是会伤口结巴，自动复原；
最后回到原点。
哈~坚强的小东西！