射手座

献给射手座的你和我：

乐观与忧愁：射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的，因为喜欢看的远，容易担忧的事情也就多，在他们的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定代表未来好，有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣，他们很轻易的就会放弃掉，可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以，这样的外在表现，就让人们觉得他们不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住，追求自由的，没有压力的感觉。

现实：常说射手座是追求梦想的人，但往往忽略了他们现实的一面，算计起来不会比处女座差哦，只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础上的，一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想，而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情，决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍小聪明的感觉。可是，不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生，他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情，花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以，很多射手座看上去让人们会觉得很懒，但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。

拒绝低俗：几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的，其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上，外在的表现总是随和的，恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊心，敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的，所以他们拒绝低俗，不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以，他们希望一切有关的事物，都是优雅的、高尚的，值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的，虽然表面上他们是很随和的。多情：很多人说射手座多情，尤其是男性。

其实在射手座人的心目中，对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向，和他们谈恋爱，是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的人，所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱，但是他们又很现实，所以你不能一文不名，各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神，你必须平衡的刚刚好，才让他们觉得你值得去爱。或者，你有足够的神秘感，可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里，而盲目的爱你。一般，当然是没有完美无缺的人的，所以，可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人，会非常吸引他们；或者象双子那样，足够机智，懂得察言观色，捕捉他们的情绪，才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。

一般射手的感情模式是，第一阶段，你们还不熟悉，他（她）爱上了你，非常热情。第二阶段，你们逐渐熟悉，而他（她）开始龟毛，整天挑剔你的毛病，无论是背地里还是当面。如果你有幸通过他（她）的挑剔过程，基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好；那么进入第三阶段，他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶段的人非常少，所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔，是源于对爱情的挑剔，对丧失自由感的恐惧。

射手座人的人生，往往是幸运的，因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同，也许是他们终生追求的梦想，希望每一个射手人，可以找到他们的梦想！人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。

在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心。　　

在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所以，不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的…

生活

生活？

每个人都一定会想以后要过什么样的生活。
每个人对生活定义又是什么呢？

生活是三餐温饱
生活是拼命赚钱
生活是个人成就
生活是职场打拼
生活是家庭团圆
生活是朋友依靠
生活是心灵满足
生活是荣华富贵

生活是简单还是复杂？

对我来说，

生活应该是在黑暗中还看见五彩缤纷
生活应该是在痛苦中还可以苦中作乐
生活应该是在平淡中还有些甜酸苦辣
生活应该是在约束中还尝试自由发挥
生活应该是在穷困中还拥有百折不挠
生活应该是在富有中还学会谦虚节俭
生活应该是在知海中还继续学无止境
生活应该是在接受中还同时付出回报

现在大家都强调quality life, 有素质的生活。
说时可以天花乱坠，真正可以体验这种生活的又谈何容易。
不过我始终相信，生活应该是掌握在自己的手中，想过什么生活就自己塑造合适的模型吧！

有人说，life is about seeing beautiful things.

我想，生活应该是美丽的。

Ideal Love 1

What is love?

A question that no one has the answer. (Maybe we should ask professors that teach Love 101) Anyway, let's try to list down what's our criteria of love? Or should we say 'ideal' love? Then probably, we'll know what's the best love for us? Maybe writing down will help.

~ I do not know what I think until I see what I say! ~

So guys out there, here comes a long list of ...

*drum roll......

more drum roll.......

another 2 bars of drum roll........

CHIANGGGGGGG!! *


"Dummies Guide to Aik Hooi's heart" .. muahaha..!!!


Ok. Enough fooling around. Be serious to subject of love.

1) Multiple roles in a relationship

Boy - girl; teacher - student; father - daughter; mother - son; brother - sister; employee - employer; best friends; business partner, music (duet) partner; travel companion; debate opponent, etc...

Multiple roles in relationship is important. (at least for me) This can sustain and holds a relationship more firmly. A stable relationship is like an established tonality, importance of dominant - tonic function, you can proceed to other progressions but dominant - tonic function is highly integrated. (sorry, I don't even understand what am I talking here. Ignore my crap :p ) What I mean is, you can be different roles to support each other's need; and vice versa. It's very disappointing that your partner cannot be your best friend: listen and gossip; share and comfort OR your partner cannot be your teacher, teach and learn; have patience and encourage OR your partner cannot be your parent, guide and advice; nurture and care OR your partner cannot be your debate opponent, discuss and critic; argue and give opinions ...
Understand?

2) Learn from each other

No one is perfect. But, if you can find a person that knows something you don't know, and you can learn from him, or in another way, you know something that he don't, ain't it good to have someone to share knowledge? Conscious or not, there's always something that you can learn from another party. However, for me, the will power in search of knowledge is important too. Don't tell me: "I finish PhD, I'm very clever already, no need to learn anymore" or "I'm older, so I know more than you." Right. Our knowledge is shape by our education and experience. There's no two person that have the same amount of knowledge. Therefore, I hope I can constantly upgrade myself and I'll expect that from my partner oh.

3) Grow together, hand in hand

Growing old is a long process. While in the process, there's a person that walk with you, fall with you, I think growing old will be a great process. In every stage of life, I change. It's like metamorphosis. I know I change (a lot.) But if my partner cannot keep up with my change, left behind while I am already in front. Or if my partner is too far ahead, want my short legs to run and keep up is too tiresome. Both are equally unhealthy. And, from my past experience, I am highly adaptable to new environment, and I change easily. Keeping up to my path is not easy. Finding a partner that can keep the same pace as me (probably the speed of Allegretto?) is crucial to my future. (another supporting reason: you know la, my legs so short, how to keep up with guys that walk in big, fast steps?)

4) Tolerance and understanding

You cannot find an exact piece of jigsaw puzzle or literally right key to your door. I don't think such person exist, except in my own little ideal world of white horse prince. You can choose to be a piece of hard metal mold and hope that your partner can be flexible like melted gold so you can shape her; or you can choose to be a jelly to shape into her mold. Either way, I think won't work (for me.) You won't want to restructure your chemical state into another just to accommodate that person. Then, it's not the original you anymore. In my opinion, I guess being a 'plasticine' to each other is the best. You maintain the original structure, but flexible to be shaped, can mix with each other to be a better creation, or still can stand alone as an individual. That's about tolerance. Understanding to my personality, career, dream is essential. I cannot imagine going out with a guy that don't understand music, or ask me 'Why want to buy Steinway piano? All piano same only what,' or sleep in an orchestral concert" Bye bye. Musicians are people from another world. Either you understand them or you don't. (if you understand means you are from the same category of weirdos.) Tolerance and understanding is the key to a long term relationship.

There are still more to come. Write tmr. sleepy now. zzz...

Music vs Love (part 1)

The connection of music and love.

Today I had an inspiring piano lesson.
Not that I learn a lot of pages of notes, or I learn the virtuosic techniques, but I learnt about fundamentals - The most primitive reasons of being a musician.

Human being is easily diverted. Manipulated.

When things get piled up, or when we are too 'into' it, we often forgot the original purpose. Like music. Too busy practicing the notes, getting everything right, fully informed of the history background, but somehow... sometime we still do not get it.

Why?

Because we forgot the basics! To enjoy and to love the music.

And also to breath and relax naturally.

Making adjustments and judgements is different. Musicians make adjustments when they perform. Probably adjustments to the acoustic, to the instrument, to the technique... many many adjustments while we play. (you think so easy to perform ah!? haha) However, we do adjustments so that we are not judged brutally? Or we do adjustments so that we fit the music and follow the flow of this universal language. For me, the most cruel critic is.. forever myself. I cannot help it, and i guess it's normal for every musician. But, to think in another way, judging is like a 'fear' haunting our thoughts. As my professor said:" every person has a skeleton in their closet". What a way to describe :p Seriously, that really gave me a light bulb! *blink* I'm giving myself unnecessary phobia and judgement when I haven't even start to play. Isn't that extra pressure and weight on my shoulders? That's why the first lesson, I actually learn how to relax my muscle.

Ironic isn't it. Relax is easy! We like to relax and watch tv. We like to relax and do nothing. We enjoy the feeling of relaxing. So, why the trouble to learn relaxing? Do we need to 'tell' our muscles to relax? Well... yes. (at least for me) I need to relax while I play. Too tensed up. Probably due to many reasons, coz i'm kancheong, little devils on my head are telling me that 'hey, don menxiasuikan' .. Hence, relaxation is what I need to learn this week. However, this act should not be done by purpose. It should be as natural as sleeping. I do realise sometimes I tensed up my shoulders or fingers or wrist. Probably that's why I have muscle aches all the time. Yes! I'm trying very very hard to relax! grr....

Anyway, after so much babbling, you must be thinking 'what the heck this girl's talking about?' Haha. It's alright. That's just my unedited, raw thoughts. Ok, here comes another professor. He says: Do we write because we have intuition? We find writing is a difficult task because we try so hard to write? JUST WRITE! Erm. Sorry. This is another class. haha! But, I think both the professors have something in common --- Don't try too hard. Just go with the flow!

This week's lesson: Thinking too much is bad for health. Go back to our natural default mode. In a Malaysian way: Aiya, very easy only mah!! (somehow, this has some truth in it)

p/s - will write about the connection of this lesson to the subject of love! stay tuned for part 2 ;)

收拾

该准备了。

再过四天将出国游学。已把衣服装进我大大的粉红紫色旅行箱。还有些琐碎事要烦。

刚在收拾房间， 偶然发现了很多以前的回忆，也意外的找到许多废物。原来我那么爱收垃圾 -.- |||
找到了很多收据，小卡片，文具，账单，日记本，手工艺品，大学笔记，成绩单，医药报告，电池，药物，值得珍藏的照片，还有我以前写的诗等等。。。（我只收拾书桌和一边书柜。明天一定又有新发现）

收着，拾着，还有点女儿待嫁的心情。不是我恨嫁啦！只是感觉上，好像我要嫁出去，再也不住在这间房间。
它不属于我了。依依不舍：（

我不喜欢分离的感觉。当然世间没有不散之筵席。
其实我有很多东西都不敢，不舍得丢。即使没用处，也要留下来。搞得垃圾越堆越多，灰尘满房飞。
我拥有的东西还真不少。现在可头疼了。
还有点像我对感情的态度。

可是，要不是这些垃圾，我也忘了我是怎么活到今天。人是善忘的动物。我承认我是经典中的经典；极品中的极品。我真的把很多回忆给忘了。可能我患有失忆，或选择性记忆？

很多时候，我也把原来的自己给忘了。我是谁？这是我最想寻找的答案。

是逃避吗？或许吧！我在寻找什么？应该是最简单的我，最原始的我。

近年来，可能人老了，懂的事多了，反而弄不清自己是谁。好笑吧！
城市诱惑，社会观念，影响思想。金钱会很容易满足我小小虚荣心；可是内心的空虚越来越深。
是只有我一个人奇怪，还是有人和我一样？（开始怀疑自己。。。）
怎么搞的呢？
唉，可悲又可笑。

所以，我决定展开两年寻找自我的旅途。为我加油打气吧！：）

What does Height says about me

What Your Height Says About You

You are a gifted communicator, and you understand other people well. You are compassionate and empathetic. You feel other's pain a little too easily. Because of your open heart and open mind, many people admire and adore you. You are classy and well mannered. You have the art of charm mastered. You are about as tall as the average Mexican woman.

What Does Your Height Say About You?

-- I'll always proud to be my size! Don't tease me people! muahaha --

What Lee Aik Hooi means...

What Leeaikhooi Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Choices

Life is about choices.

You choose what to eat - KFC/McD?
You choose what to wear - skirt/pants?
You choose what colour - red/blue?
You choose what to study - medical/engineering?
You choose where to go - England/China?
You choose which car to drive - Proton/BMW?
You choose which band to listen - Aerosmith/Linkin park?
You choose which hairdresser to go to - X saloon/Y saloon?
You choose which party to vote – BN/DAP?
You choose how to travel - bus/train?
You choose how to spend your day off - sleep/outing?

But, above all of the choices that we make every day, the most difficult (for me) would be...
Choice of LOVE...

Agree?

Someone told me: there’s neither good choice or bad choice; nor right choice or wrong choice in this world. There’s only choosing the best choice.

This phrase gave me very much impact when I deal with choices. However, when it comes to love, I still think it’s easier said than done.

I guess there’re a few criteria in love before you have the chance of making decision. As the Chinese old saying 天时,地利,人和 which means right timing, right place and right person. Without any of the three criteria, love will not work.

Let’s do some calculation:
Right timing + right place + wrong person = obviously no chemistry
Right timing + wrong place + right person = too bad
Wrong timing + right place + right person = regrets, sad case

Well, we can go on forever by doing the equations, but it’s unsolvable. All of them will give a negative answer.

So if you passed the timing and place and right person. Congratulations, you have reached the final step: to decide whether you want to be with that person or not.

On the other hand, what if right timing + right place + (n>1) right person?

My, my.. the maths is getting tougher. That’s why I say choices in love are very difficult. Get what I mean now?

You still passed the timing and place and right person, but you have the choice to opt for A or B. A and B both has unique attributes and you like both of them; sometimes you’ll wish to blend them both to create a perfect human being. Nevertheless, there’s no perfection in this world. So, still stuck at the part of picking the best person. Remember, as I’ve mentioned at the beginning: there’s neither good choice or bad choice; nor right choice or wrong choice in this world. There’s only selecting the best choice. But how?

I’ve thought through thoroughly. (Hehe, for fun, try reading that in high speed!) If two of them have the unique characteristics which you liked and it’s painful to make decision. In my opinion, turn the ball around and be selfish! Choose the one that bring the best out of you.
Loving a person and choosing to be with the person is two different things. Loving a person can be a single direction, but choosing to be with the one is a process of matching, blending, fitting, merging, joining, integrating, combining, unifying, amalgamating! So much of chemistry needed for this complexity.

Now, let’s talk about some chemistry:
1 independent excellent atom + 1 individual superior atom = ? molecule

There are many possibilities, depending on the quality of each atom and characteristics after the combination. Therefore, it depends whether you want to create venomous potion, or extraordinary concoction. That’s what I mean about choosing the best person that can bring the best out of you. I hope you understand what I’m trying to say.

Alas, if love is as easy as mathematics or chemistry…

The Archer (November 22 - December 21)

Sagittarius is the ninth astrological sign in the zodiac. Sagittarius is classed as a positive or masculine, extrovert sign; its element is fire and its quality is mutable. Sagittarius is ruled by the planet Jupiter.

The symbols for Sagittarius are the hunter and the centaur. This sign symbolizes the search for wisdom; this is the sign of the philosopher and the explorer. They have an appetite for learning and travel. Such people prefer to be footloose and fancy free, however should they become involved in a relationship they make it as enjoyable and as much fun as possible. Normally they are very gregarious, but they will be glad to find the time for that special relationship.

They concentrate all their attention on whatever they are doing at the moment, and seem to see no other way but theirs until their effort is made. They are often the great workers; such people never seem to tire until they drop with fatigue. They would rather learn on their own, through travel and experience, than endure structured classroom environments and routine work assignments. These people are usually successful in business, but never feel themselves confined to any one line. They follow the rule if they have been successful in some one thing there is no reason whatever that they must follow it through life.

To have an open minded and intellectual curiosity means that these people are willing to learn about other people in an effort to understand them, while being trusting and open. High spirited and congenial, they are a gifted conversationalist, a wonderful storyteller, and a born entertainer. Nearly all of them are devoted to music. They often make brilliant musicians. It is also writing, publishing, TV, communications and enterprises where there are many representatives of this sign.

These people are, however, inclined to go to extremes in all things, and make sudden decisions, or change their minds rapidly, for which they may have regrets, but they are too proud to acknowledge their error. One of their great difficulties lies within relationships. They are completely able to be faithful to two people at once.

The men of this Sign nearly always marry on impulse and regret it afterwards, but they are too proud to show their regrets and too conventional to appeal to the courts for assistance, so they often pass for models of married happiness even when they are the most wretched. The women born in this Sign are, as a rule, the nobler of the two; they love to make their husbands successful and will sacrifice everything to that end. They are usually great church-goers. On the other hand both men and women when they settle down they usually treat themselves strictly. They refuse to let the relationship get stale and always look for ways to bring excitement into the union.

Such people, in general, are representatives both beginnings: strength, because it is a survival mechanism and a weakness because are vulnerable to the demands and influence of others. Frank Sagittarius does not hesitate to give an honest opinion, which can seem tactless.

They venerate law and order and make the best of mothers. People born in this period, even when successful, should never cease to be actively employed inactivity for them would mean despondency and an early decay.

In the Sagittarius' character there are combined such qualities as reliance, affability and courtesy. People who were born under this sign come along with the people easily, but it is much more difficult for them to become close friends.They do it very very cautiously. The Sagittarius usually loves sports, nature, traveling , to learn and to win . The Sagittarius likes all doing in the company surrounded by close people. His mind and body are both requiring constant intellectual, emotional and physical loading.

Friends
They are the nicest friends in the zodiac. These people are not a meet-for-coffee friend. They are doers and they make the best travel companions. Their most lasting unions and friendships would be made with people born from March 21 to April 19-26, and July 21 to August 20-27, or in their own period.

Health
They will be more inclined to suffer from rheumatism than from any other disease, also from a delicacy of the throat and lungs, and skin troubles. Physical problems, however, are apt to be the result of unrestricted diet or an over-indulgent pursuit of other pleasures. Sagittarians are also subject to an overpowering urge to gamble, which can be ruinous for some. They also, especially in their latter years, suffer from the nervous system.

Color
Their most suitable colors are all shades of violet and mauve and violet-purple.

Positive Traits

Optimistic , freedom-loving, Jovial, good-humoured, honest, straight forward, intellectual, philosophical, witty conversationalist, idealistic, reliable, ambitious, energetic, versatile, adventurous, independent, generous

On the dark side
Blindly optimistic, careless, irresponsible, superficial, tactless, restless, temperamental, impatient

Ideal Careers
Teaching, the law, theology and religion, politics, public relations or advertising, anything related to travel, arts, science, medicine and research.

Likes
Travel and adventure, honesty, justice and law, freedom, meaning, intellectual compatibility, taking risks, socializing.

Dislikes
Routine and chores, being constrained, being tied down, being forced to do things, being doubted, having to explain oneself, being forced to make promises, being bothered by little details.

my biodata ^ 我的自述 ^ diri saya (1)

Since primary school, we are trained to write essays. The very first essay is definately about ourselves. Every year, without failing, my English, Bahasa Malaysia and Chinese language teacher will assign this title for me. To tell the truth, I REALLY can't stand this topic. Don't they have any better titles rather than "MY BIODATA/我的自述/DIRI SAYA"??

Ok ok.. This is my problem, not the teachers' fault. (sorry lor..!) Seriously, I don't know what to write about myself. I was just thinking about writing a description of myself for the blog profile. I stared and looked and squeezed my brain juice, but i can't seem to type anything . Not even a word, an adjective or a noun. Very upsetting! After living in this person for 23 years 8 months and 2 days, I don't even understand ... me... *sob sob*
(Oh, and also all the essays that I've written about myself in the primary days, I guess i scrape through by cheating and copying others..ngek ngek)

For a start, allow me to introduce my not so long, (but not so short too!) life history.
I was born in Penang (Island of delicious cuisines! Yum yum..) to a vertically limited family. Ya, that's right. NOT SHORT, but only slightly limited in height. I don't mind being called petite or small frame, but not SHORT please! haha. The only homo sapien on this planet which has the closest gene and was produced from the same factory is my younger brother - Ah Hong. So this is my family tree - my parents, Hong and me. I moved to Klang when I was 6/7 months old due to my dad's work in KL. During my childhood, I grew up with many friends and neighbours. We played many traditional games. Such as: congkak, 家家酒, jump rope, guli, batu seremban, and gasing. In the evening, we run about in the field and climb coconut trees... (OI! mimpikah! Ini bukan kampung la..! Kamu menyalin dari contoh karangan ya!) Ops, bad habits can't change mah! As the old chinese proverb: 江山易改，本性难移! Anyway, back then, I had a busy childhood compared to my peers. (Well, not to the kids nowadays la!) Ballet class, art class, piano class, English/BM tuitions, swimming lesson, calligraphy lesson... etc... Well, basically that's how my childhood was like. Everyday was crammed with extra curricular activities, not to mention that I studied in a Chinese Primary school. You don't know how competitive and amount of homeworks we had to do. Kiasu. Problem with education system! Although it was really stressful but my sincere appreciation goes to my parents for giving me the chance of exposure and knowledge. (Like my dad always said: I sacrificed at least 2 Mercedes-Benz and a bungalow just to raise you!)

Then comes my teenage life. Had a pretty normal one. Nothing much, except a little rebellious at times. You know, the usual stuffs. Likes to hang out with boys, chat on phone for hours, spend pocket money on the latest music casette, read fashion magazines, trying to act mature and adult-like. This is the bitter-sweet period where I learn everything the hard way, but I also transformed a lot during this time. I've learned about friendships, relationships and of course academic stuffs la. (Eh, I'm a studious person ok!)

At this point, I've reach another stage of life, a very important one. (Er, ok, all stages of life are equally important) Recently just graduated from UPM majoring in Piano performance, standing at the crossroad of life. What should I work? How to earn more money? Should I get married? Who should I marry? What to further study? I'm lost! These are the questions that had haunt me for the last half a year. But, I think I can see the road much clearer now. (I hope!)

Erm... chup... after babbling so much about my past, I didnt' go into the main topic - describing myself. Ish ish! (no wonder my essays always so low marks, haluan terpesong..) I guess I'm not the best person to describe myself. Hence, my dear friends, soul mate, life partner, relatives, companion, colleagues, acquaintances, pals, buddies, lovers, admirers...Please leave your comments about me and lead me to the quest of finding the real me! *blek*

I.. Me.. Myself

The thought of setting up a blog has been going on for awhile.

yeah, i mean "awhile".. 2-3 years?

Finally, i have the determination to do it!

(with the help of insomnia yesterday night)
I guess the first post on my blog should be about myself.

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suougibm A dventurous
elbisnopserr I nspiring

relli K ind
elbirro H umorous
suoixonb O pen minded
suoegartu O ptimistic
tnarong I ntelligent

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