给自己的遗书 A will for yourself

Dearest Phungy,

I promised to feature you in this post. (sorry, kinda late ;p)

When I saw your last few writings, you were unhappy. Worried about you, gal. As you said before, you want to turn yourself into a new leaf. You should! Try not to write so much on negative stuffs. Well, not to say you cannot write, it's just that - life is beautiful! I think there are many wonderful things that you can share. At some point, you wouldn’t want to look back and only see pessimism in your life right?

Coincidently while I was driving home on the same night I read your miserable posting, a DJ was talking about ‘dealing unhappiness’ over the radio. She told a story (which I can’t really recall) and then she mentioned about writing yourself a will. I find this interesting. Whenever you are down, write the unpleasant incident, release your tantrums and your wishes in order to change the situation or hopes for the future. Write it like a will, as if there’s no tomorrow. Then throw or bury or burn the paper, as a symbol of death. When you’ve done that, the incident has gone, dead, left you, lifeless, deceased. Then, it’s a new beginning!

I hope you understand what I mean and I just want you to be happy ok?

Life is never a smooth journey
While we travel down the memory lane
It’s time to appreciate
The hardship is who we are today.

This appeared in someone dear’s blog:

"Life is beautiful because it's tough sometimes. Life is even more wonderful when you are enjoying every bit of it after the years of toughness."

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Love,
Aiky